Sea bed

i'm the one hu is always being forgotten by ppl...
i try so hard to let ppl noe hu i am,but...i keep being kick out from their life.

it is hard to find someone hu u really can trust...tis world full of lies,betray,jealous,angry and sadness...
it is very hard to noe hu is real to u or hu is fake...
everyone wearing a mask,
under those mask are all 'black and dirty creatures'

sometimes...i tried so hard to accept and 4give but y...y other cant even rmb me?did i done something wrong and cause all of u keep walking away from my life or i din do enuf for u guys???

I'm still lying on the sea bed alone...