Sea bed

i'm the one hu is always being forgotten by ppl...
i try so hard to let ppl noe hu i am,but...i keep being kick out from their life.

it is hard to find someone hu u really can trust...tis world full of lies,betray,jealous,angry and sadness...
it is very hard to noe hu is real to u or hu is fake...
everyone wearing a mask,
under those mask are all 'black and dirty creatures'

sometimes...i tried so hard to accept and 4give but y...y other cant even rmb me?did i done something wrong and cause all of u keep walking away from my life or i din do enuf for u guys???

I'm still lying on the sea bed alone...

Lost

my life start to change...
and i start to lose something important...

I'm lost...

lost in life,
lost in love,
lost in confident,
lost in mind,
lost in the middle of river,
lost in pain,
lost in feeling,
lost in happiness,
lost in sadness,
lost in field,
lost in shadow,


lost in lost...

自我*

當我踏進一個新環境時，我總是扮演著佼佼者的角色，很自然的，就會有很多人想接近我，但過了一段時間後，因為我的求進態度，希望別人也能夠有像我這樣的能力，造成別人對我的疏離，但我是出自好，並無其它心機 , 但我会改掉这种態度D ~

說到花錢，我一定不落人後，當然不是揮霍無度，而是把錢花在時代尖端的產物上，愛好追求時髦也是我花錢大把的原因之一...

卸裝前的我看起來總是一副聰明樣，有著敏銳的觀察能力，善於運用情緒的力量影響別人，表面上看似獨立且相當追求完美，喜愛高質感的生活，對喜歡的人充滿著關愛。

卸裝後其實我的個性像是小孩一般，敏感而纖細，私底下和我相處必需像哄小孩子一樣，因為我其實非常害羞，表面上看似不在乎，往往不是那麼一回事。