How to feel

my frenz always tell me tat i'm so emo...i'm depress,living in a life tat full of stress,stress about my spm result,although i noe i will get a very bad result...and bout my frenz...
i dunno how to think or how to feel about them anyone...once,i try to keep my distance with all of my frenz...i always like acting cool beside and do everything alone.I dunno y i am acting like tat,mayb is juz my faith in my frenz is losing...mayb is juz i scared to be hurt so i choose to gv up it earlier be4 it bite me~~day by day...i felt more unhappy,i cant really feel love exist in my life anyone...juz feel like no one in tis world really noe me anyone and really care about me,my soul is so empty and no one willing to fill it up...should i hv a true frenz??a frenz tat will really do care about me??do i hv to face all this thing alone?
fading~~~