PaTH~

everyone their own path to walk and everyone hv their own dream...but not everyone noe how to fulfill their dream and how to choose their own path...
and so,i am a teenager tat dunno which path i going to choose.i dunno i am good in wat or i am born to be wat...i dun dare to think about my future cuz i was so scare tat my future was empty...i lose everything tat i like,wat is my destiny?can someone gv me some answer?
i am not a very clever or lihai de boy...and so,my result was not very good...at all,so fan about my future,am i going to leave my frenz and go other country to study?will i go to U ?or i am going to be waiter -.-,haiz...

[walking till an end]

FrenzShiP

The story start after the tuition...my tuition de frenz decide to hv lunch together after the tuition...so,we went to wo lai ye to hv our lunch,i called ice blended chocolate...wohoo..so delicious ><>
after 30 minutes,i heard someone was pressing my house de doorbell,so i open my door and c hu is coming...then,i saw two little small eyes like tis -.-,is Mr.Yang!!!!...then i was so surprise to c them in front my house,so i invited them come in and show them my house...we sing ,dance,eat,laugh together...we r hving fun...anyway,,Miss Jolin and moses de voice so nice le...haha~
Then time flow very faz,the afternoon part end....and it is the begining of the nite part~
Mr.Jang,Mr.Yang and Miss Jolin decided to slp at my house...so,we prepare the dinner together,Mr.Yang cook de mee smell so nice and the egg he cook sooooo beautiful...and hor,our's Mr.Yang noe how to cook soup le...so lihai =.=...so,Mr.Jang and me juz help to kacau onli lo -.- while our handsome,small eyes,'short' de chef is cooking,Miss jolin help to wash the dirty plate...the dinner take us about 1 or more hour to prepare...we hv mee,soup,egg and hotdog 4 our dinner...so delicious ^^ we sit together closely and eat together...it is so warm and so comfortable...we juz like one family,we all eat,laugh,joking...we r all enjoying the moment...after the dinner,Miss jolin clean the dishes and the other go bath...after all thing r finish,we watch ghost movie together in the living room....due to my dvd player sot sot,so we change to watch comedy movie ^^ then we watch till 12++ then we go slp...we slp in the living room...hehe...together..hehe ><
The next day...our Mr.Yang is the 1st one to wake up...when i wake up,he already start preparing the breakfast at the kitchen 4 us...so hardworking le...and hor,the maria still slp thr-.- haiyoyo...so i quickly go toast the bread and make some milk...so,we hv our breakfast together too around 9a.m. we hv so many thing to eat le...tis is the 1st time in my life tat my breakfast like eating dinner =.= we hv toast bread,egg,hotdog,soup,milk.....swt...
after the breakfast,we clean up the kitchen together so tat my mum wont scold me -.-'''
after tat...poor Mr Yang,he din slp well laz nite and now he is so tried and slp agn...so,Mr Jang,Miss jolin and me watch movie together...and Miss jolin slp too -.- swt...
Time flow to faz...time 4 them to go home TT...i felt so sad,after they went home,the house left me alone agn,felt anlone,felt lonely,sad~nobody thr to laugh,nobody making fun of me,nobody to talk...so miss tat feeling...so miss tat warmness...so miss tat voice
Wish we r frenz forever...and i will rmb tis nite 4ever...
Thx 4 the happiness and the wonderful memories...TT

How to feel

my frenz always tell me tat i'm so emo...i'm depress,living in a life tat full of stress,stress about my spm result,although i noe i will get a very bad result...and bout my frenz...
i dunno how to think or how to feel about them anyone...once,i try to keep my distance with all of my frenz...i always like acting cool beside and do everything alone.I dunno y i am acting like tat,mayb is juz my faith in my frenz is losing...mayb is juz i scared to be hurt so i choose to gv up it earlier be4 it bite me~~day by day...i felt more unhappy,i cant really feel love exist in my life anyone...juz feel like no one in tis world really noe me anyone and really care about me,my soul is so empty and no one willing to fill it up...should i hv a true frenz??a frenz tat will really do care about me??do i hv to face all this thing alone?
fading~~~