i din even do wrong anything...y i being treat by u guys like tat??? so harsh...did u guys even think about my feeling before u guys act like tis...hurting someone's feeling till so hard,play ur own frenz with merciless...do u guys even think about the moment we spend together be4?the bond between frenz is tat so easy to break?u say i hv a change in attitude,but,did u even think about urself?u act so werid sometimes in sch...u juz focus on ur study and din even care about ur frenz...and did i say 'i dun wan to be ur frenz anymore' ?did i ?? if u dun wan to be my frenz ,then be it...i can say tat u will not hv any true frenz if u continue treat ur frenz like tat...although u hv a great result,ur EQ zero then ur result is onli a paper nia...u will not sucess in ur future life...so,be it,loser~

begining

spm wan come liao le and i still here...dreaming,haiz...
really no tat heart go study le,i keep telling myself tat i will start bia liao but...haiz

Sea bed

i'm the one hu is always being forgotten by ppl...
i try so hard to let ppl noe hu i am,but...i keep being kick out from their life.

it is hard to find someone hu u really can trust...tis world full of lies,betray,jealous,angry and sadness...
it is very hard to noe hu is real to u or hu is fake...
everyone wearing a mask,
under those mask are all 'black and dirty creatures'

sometimes...i tried so hard to accept and 4give but y...y other cant even rmb me?did i done something wrong and cause all of u keep walking away from my life or i din do enuf for u guys???

I'm still lying on the sea bed alone...

Lost

my life start to change...
and i start to lose something important...

I'm lost...

lost in life,
lost in love,
lost in confident,
lost in mind,
lost in the middle of river,
lost in pain,
lost in feeling,
lost in happiness,
lost in sadness,
lost in field,
lost in shadow,


lost in lost...

自我*

當我踏進一個新環境時，我總是扮演著佼佼者的角色，很自然的，就會有很多人想接近我，但過了一段時間後，因為我的求進態度，希望別人也能夠有像我這樣的能力，造成別人對我的疏離，但我是出自好，並無其它心機 , 但我会改掉这种態度D ~

說到花錢，我一定不落人後，當然不是揮霍無度，而是把錢花在時代尖端的產物上，愛好追求時髦也是我花錢大把的原因之一...

卸裝前的我看起來總是一副聰明樣，有著敏銳的觀察能力，善於運用情緒的力量影響別人，表面上看似獨立且相當追求完美，喜愛高質感的生活，對喜歡的人充滿著關愛。

卸裝後其實我的個性像是小孩一般，敏感而纖細，私底下和我相處必需像哄小孩子一樣，因為我其實非常害羞，表面上看似不在乎，往往不是那麼一回事。

PaTH~

everyone their own path to walk and everyone hv their own dream...but not everyone noe how to fulfill their dream and how to choose their own path...
and so,i am a teenager tat dunno which path i going to choose.i dunno i am good in wat or i am born to be wat...i dun dare to think about my future cuz i was so scare tat my future was empty...i lose everything tat i like,wat is my destiny?can someone gv me some answer?
i am not a very clever or lihai de boy...and so,my result was not very good...at all,so fan about my future,am i going to leave my frenz and go other country to study?will i go to U ?or i am going to be waiter -.-,haiz...

[walking till an end]

FrenzShiP

The story start after the tuition...my tuition de frenz decide to hv lunch together after the tuition...so,we went to wo lai ye to hv our lunch,i called ice blended chocolate...wohoo..so delicious ><>
after 30 minutes,i heard someone was pressing my house de doorbell,so i open my door and c hu is coming...then,i saw two little small eyes like tis -.-,is Mr.Yang!!!!...then i was so surprise to c them in front my house,so i invited them come in and show them my house...we sing ,dance,eat,laugh together...we r hving fun...anyway,,Miss Jolin and moses de voice so nice le...haha~
Then time flow very faz,the afternoon part end....and it is the begining of the nite part~
Mr.Jang,Mr.Yang and Miss Jolin decided to slp at my house...so,we prepare the dinner together,Mr.Yang cook de mee smell so nice and the egg he cook sooooo beautiful...and hor,our's Mr.Yang noe how to cook soup le...so lihai =.=...so,Mr.Jang and me juz help to kacau onli lo -.- while our handsome,small eyes,'short' de chef is cooking,Miss jolin help to wash the dirty plate...the dinner take us about 1 or more hour to prepare...we hv mee,soup,egg and hotdog 4 our dinner...so delicious ^^ we sit together closely and eat together...it is so warm and so comfortable...we juz like one family,we all eat,laugh,joking...we r all enjoying the moment...after the dinner,Miss jolin clean the dishes and the other go bath...after all thing r finish,we watch ghost movie together in the living room....due to my dvd player sot sot,so we change to watch comedy movie ^^ then we watch till 12++ then we go slp...we slp in the living room...hehe...together..hehe ><
The next day...our Mr.Yang is the 1st one to wake up...when i wake up,he already start preparing the breakfast at the kitchen 4 us...so hardworking le...and hor,the maria still slp thr-.- haiyoyo...so i quickly go toast the bread and make some milk...so,we hv our breakfast together too around 9a.m. we hv so many thing to eat le...tis is the 1st time in my life tat my breakfast like eating dinner =.= we hv toast bread,egg,hotdog,soup,milk.....swt...
after the breakfast,we clean up the kitchen together so tat my mum wont scold me -.-'''
after tat...poor Mr Yang,he din slp well laz nite and now he is so tried and slp agn...so,Mr Jang,Miss jolin and me watch movie together...and Miss jolin slp too -.- swt...
Time flow to faz...time 4 them to go home TT...i felt so sad,after they went home,the house left me alone agn,felt anlone,felt lonely,sad~nobody thr to laugh,nobody making fun of me,nobody to talk...so miss tat feeling...so miss tat warmness...so miss tat voice
Wish we r frenz forever...and i will rmb tis nite 4ever...
Thx 4 the happiness and the wonderful memories...TT